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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
3:27 pm
Terry was out last night. She was on Helm and looking excessivly happy. So I figured now was a good time to explain to her the reasons to my actions. I stood beside her and explained everything. The way my parents died, how my friend died on my account, how the original owner of the tavern was killed. How everyones death was somehow my fault, because I got to close to them. So I told the Captain that I was afraid to get close to her and that I hoped she'd understand.She smiled at me and told me this:

"Lad, You are no jinx, believe you me. I'm hurt because I am a pirate, and as such a person I must live with the pain. I choose this life, Todd. Chose this way of the sword, and with that I must live like one. Without the danger, what fun would it be."

And she was smiling the entire time. But I said to her.
"Ma'am, your hurt because o' me."
and she told me that I were no where near her at that time. So theres no way it were my fault.

Captain Terry is the best person ever. And I'm really starting to see her as a type of mother figure.

Current Mood: content
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
1:05 pm
Terry was up today! I'm glad to see shes doing fine. But I still stayed away fromher. She doesn't need me jinxing her even more than I have. Stayed up in the nest where I know she can't get at. Teagan took her to her cabin a few minutes ago. I should tell her why I avoid her. But I want it to be the two of us alone when I do. So I'll sneak down to her cabin sometime later...

Current Mood: depressed
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
3:29 pm
I knew this would happen. I shouldn't 'ave gotten close to her at all. Now shes hurt an' its me fault. I stayed up as long as me eyes could making sure no other ship was abound. Tassos woke me, assurein me that it twasn't me fault about Terry an' that I should go below ter sleep a few hours. Teagan woke me an' asked me ter grab helm. So I did, an' here I am now. Tassos is still up there, an' Long is tieing off the top sail. I want ter go an' see how Terry is, but I fear to see her in this condition.

Teagan just came up, says she's sleeping fine. Asked me if I want ter go up and ask Tassos if everything's savvy. I told him Tassos would yell if it t'wernt. So I'm aloud below for a few hours.

Current Mood: depressed
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
9:57 pm
Well Long has joined our hearty crew. Thats the least of my worries. My biggest problem is Terry. I catch myself have fun with her and showing it! I cannot do that. So I should stay back aways for a while. I need her to think I'm not interested in being her friend. So I'v told her I am going to the ship untill we leave. I'll watch the ship and be away from her at the same time. Also I shall be alone. So I'm off.

Current Mood: crushed
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
3:36 pm
I met this guy today. After Terry and Teagan left yesterday, they came back and got Tassos and I. We met Long. He's chinese, and he's kinda quiet like me. I imagine he'll join us as another pirate.

Terry and I took a walk today. I was fun, but I couldn't let her see me enjoying myself. I must keep her thinking I don't like her. We took a lot of food from the merchants. It was surprsingly easy. So now I'm going to join everyone for dinner. Tassos was making stew, and didn't really need my help today.

Current Mood: crushed
Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
3:33 pm
so here I am
So now I'm part of a pirate crew, they don't even seem that great yet. Nothing pirate-y- about them. They got a ship and so far 4 people in the crew. What kind of pirates don't steal or pillage or kill for that matter? So, I guess I'm safe here anyway.
I helped Tassos out with breakfast earlier. that was fun, especially since he's like a father to me. I like having him around. I just hate getting close to him, I don't want him dead. I also like Terry, she's funny, but I don't intend to get close to her at all. Terry and Teagan are headed for shore, something about another guy. I suppose i'll go up to the nest and watch the sky. Its very peaceful.


Current Mood: calm
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